I feel like ive been in this situation before. Everything looks & feels the same. Of course it feels way worse than im used to but i can deal. I'm at this point right now where i really don't want to be around. Everyone & everything ive ever known has just turned on me. i seriously have no one. This isn't the first time i've never wanted to live. I can't deal with life's challenges. I can't handle the pain everyone seems to cause me. I don't want to be second thought. I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong, so that you can appriciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me & i've excepted way less than what i deserve. But i've learned from my bad choices & even though there are some things i can never get back & people who will never be sorry. I know better next time & won't settle for anything less than what i deserve. I didn't want to live. I didn't think i could. Until this guy proved to me that life is too great & should never be wasted. I'm pretty sure he stopped me from making the biggest mistake i could have ever done. He basically saved my life. Made me realize that i can get through anything and still be happy. Maybe it's true, maybe we don't know what we have until we've lost it. But, maybe it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until we find it.As we grow up...we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast. And you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every sixty seconds you spend upset...is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
" I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but still look at you & smile. The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if i can't brighten my own. "
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yeah...even if i can't brighten up my own...:(
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