Chris Albrecht.

So i wrote him and told him how sorry i was for being such a huge jerk to him. Surprisingly he wrote back within like 5 minutes asking me to hang out. Did i miss something?! I mean i just wrote you a short and sweet "i'm sorry" message and already you wanna hang out with me? Damn. haha. Of course it made me feel a lot better that he didnt hate me. I finally met his friend Mason....wow that boy is very interesting. We went bowling. I was a beast:) It's so weird though. I don't get it. Why is it that whenever i'm with him i forget all about Clint. Its soooo weird because even when i was dating Timmy i still thought about Clint. But with Chris i don't. I found out that he's gonna be a junior...wayy young. I'm only worried about that because every guy i've dated has been sooo immature and they're MY age. I can only imagine what a younger guy acts like. Although he doesnt seem as bad as i thought. We've been texting a lot... so that's good yea? He's still really sweet. Like i remember. I hope he likes me.......and i don't fuck up again...

Timmy Cheated....lovely.

WORST WEEKEND EVER!

My sister's came over and made a huge deal about me stealing money from them!!! Diane let them in the house and they started "looking" for the money i "stole". I dont know why they would try to make me seem like a theif. They saw my receipt i had for my itouch and automatically claimed that that was the money i used to buy it. I tried convincing my dad that i had actually bought it with my own money, but he didnt believe me. Diane believed me and she decided to just pay them off $300. I got really mad at her for doing that. I mean my sister's couldnt have prooven anything. I had my OWN graduation money. Not their's. As they were leaving they took the REST of my graduation money, my birth certificate, my s.s card, and my license....I'm beyond pissed that they would do that. Also found out that they rejected my college applications:( I had gotten into UT, Baylor, A&M, Texas Tech, and even Kilgore..... That was probably the biggest heartbreak. I had worked so hard to get into all of them...and they decide to just rip my dreams away. I tried calling the college's but they said that they had already removed my application and scores, and that there was nothing that they could do. So now i'm probably gonna end up going to some fucking community college, when all i wanted to do was get outta here.:( They even told Timmy i cheated on him with Clint. Oh yes, Clint came and picked me up because my sister was being a douche and we fucked at the lake. Really michelle? It made absolutlyyy no sense. Timmy got really mad at me and as i was trying to convince him i wasnt lying about anything my sister's come out of no where and tell him other shit about me to make him think otherwise. Timmy and i broke up. And he was making a big deal about me "cheating" on him. He made a video on facebook of him singing "Heartless" by Kanye West. I literally lol'd! He's such a dumb ass. OH and the best part is while he's rambling on about ME cheating i get a message from Megan Youngblood saying how he cheated on me twice with her. And that's why he wasnt at graduation, was because he was with her. WTF Timmy. After that i decided screw John Mayer and decided to get the ticket i bought from him back. So i asked his brother Taylor to give it to me. He did so now i have his ticket. Timmy was pissed but somehow got another ticket. So there all three of them...Michelle, Sarah, and Timmy saying everything horrible about me that they possibly could in plain sight on facebook. Timmy got random comments from other people about saying how i'm a bitch and how i dont deserve him and yadda yadda yadda. They said that long enough..that i posted the facebook message from Youngblood on facebook, in PLAIN sight. And tagged Timmy's ass. THEN that's when the fingers pointed to me, pointed to him. I made him feel horrible, and he was getting a bunch of shit on facebook and formspring. I thought it was funny. But anyways. I've decided to ignore EVERYTHING my sister's say or do or think. I refuse to let them make a fool outta me. It's not happening. I'm moving on with my life. I'll get through this. God will help me get through this.

Sister Drama...AGAIN! WTF.

Once again i've managed to get everyone and their dog to hate me.
Michelle has this crazy thought that i screwed her over with her boyfriend.
Just because i was trying to get him to come to my party.
I'll admit i told a little white lie. But it ended up becoming true and i told her that.
So since i "fucked up her life" so she says, i decided to leave. My sister took my lap top she gave me back. So thats cool i guess. I had extra graduation money so i went and got an itouch. I called Clint to come get me. Surprisingly he did. We went to the lake and i vented. He made me feel a little better. Although, as we were there he confessed his love to me again. I'm still dating Timmy so i had no idea what to say. I kinda just stood there...like an idiot. Clint called his gf and broke up with her right after he told me that. I was like seriously? Why would he do that. Does he not realize how bad he's made me fee for the past few months? Does he not realize what he's put me through?! Anyways i told him to take me to my dad's and he did. We didnt say much after that. But i still feel really confused. I mean come on Clint. You're timing is horrible. I'm dating someone, you're dating someone. We're not meant to be together. Get that through your head.............

Joe's Crab Shack:D

So for both Timmy and Rhea's (Sarah's boy toy) birthday we went to Joe's Crab Shack. I had never been there but i always heard it was good:) And indeed it was. The waiter made Timmy ride a play horse all around the restaurant:) It was pretty hilarious. We also had some crab shit ahha, it was not that bad:) I would totally go back!! I think i still like Red Lobster better though;P Why am i such a good girlfriend? I have NO idea!:)

Timmy's 18th Bday Surprise!!

So i decided to be an amazing girlfriend and throw Timmy a party for his 18th birthday yesterday:) I invited Danny, Logan, Michael, Bryce, and some girl he wanted to take. haha. It turned out well. He had no idea i had planned it:) We played beer pong...which Logan and i owneeeed at! I also made yummy amazing cuppy cakes:) 18 of course:) andddddddddddd i even got Timmy John Mayer ticket's. He was really excited when i gave them to him. I also spent a shit load to get back stage passes for the concert, just so he could meet his idol:) Why yes...i am that good!

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We got in the hot tub later that night. And just talked about everything. I also smeared a cup cake on him...muahhhahaha:)

It was a good day:) I think Timmy liked it.:D

Summer 2010!

So summer is going awesome:) I've pretty much spent all of my time with Timmy. We've been going to a lot of parties. Timmy got mad at me a few weeks ago because he thought i was flirting with Logan. Dude, Logan flirts with EVERYONE! Plus, every time i'm nice to a guy or just start a convo up, i end up "flirting" i guess. It's stupid though. Timmy's partying gets really annoying sometimes. He's never sober enough to actually talk to me...Plus he also confessed his love to me...It was weird and awkward. And i honestly didnt know what to say to it...i kinda just stood there like an idiot and was like "alrighty then"...he tries i guess, he'll try to talk to me and sometimes randomly try to be romantic and sing to me. Mostly John Mayer..Shocker haha. We kinda make an awkward couple..like sometimes we dont even act like we're dating. And i even find myself thinking about Chris:( He freakin hates me, and i feel horrible still. I keep thinking about that day in the hallway where we made eye contact and said nothing. That was the WORST! I screwed him over and i didn't mean to. I mean it just didnt seem like he liked me. idk. Maybe i'm weird. ughh. oh well. Maybe i'll talk to him again sometime. We'll see i guess.

Graduation:D

So Stephanie has officially graduated high school!!!!! Likeee for realllzzz. Tonight was awesome! Every thing i had worked for was worth it when i walked across the stage. I saw Clint's girlfriend there...awkward. She gave me a death glare...i thought it was funny. I havent talked to Clint since Spring Show, so i almost thought about saying something. I mean it's probably the last time ill see him right? Going to another state for college? i mean yeah...right? I honestly didnt know what to do...should i have said bye or something? Or tried to be friends? I have no idea. I wish we didnt end up like this...it's just weird now. hmm Timmy didnt go to graduation..he didnt want to. Which kinda got me irritated. How do you NOT wanna go to graduation?! Crazy! I've been hearing a lot of shit though about him cheating on me. I seriously dont believe it, but amazingly i dont care as much about it. Normally i'd check it out and investigate but i seriously have no desire to. Our relationship is just goin down hill anyways. But anyways. My grandma came into town for my graduation:) I missed herrrrr!! I've also recieved a shit load of graduation money. It's awesome. ahha:) I'm still deciding what college i'm going to go to. Because it's like if i make the wrong choice...i have to stick with it. So i wanna be right the first time. Anways, i better go. It's hard in the life of a graduate:)

I'm so excited for everything:)

Lakeee Today:)

So Peyton decided to take me out with her with Brandon and Alex to the lake..Gr. I really can't stand himmm. He's always so touchy. But oh well. He got me food:) Hahaha. Some mexicans gave me watermelon:D It was yummy. And Alex has been texting me all dayy...ughh so annoying. Timmy and i are pretty ok. We're fighting right now, but i honestly could care less. He should've known better... it's like he didnt think. He knew how bad i was hurt when Clint did it. Why did he? Why do men feel the need to beat their girlfriends? What does it do? It was just a slap but still... ughhhh idk anymore. Anyways Peyton wants me to come over so might do that:) Byeee