PISSED!

AHHHHH i feel like ripping someone's head off. So guess what?! You'll never guess. Rachel AND Austin fucking lied to me. I remember clearly asking EACH of them what all they did with each other. And i was expecting the worst and i was OKAY with it. But EACH of them said they didnt have sex with each other. Rachel said she only had sex with one person. And Austin said he didnt have sex with her. Now normally im ok with the fact that people have sex. I get it because ive had mistakes too. But damn why did they have to lie to my face? I've never felt so betrayed in my life. I'm so ANGRY! I almost feel like saying screw them both. If i had KNOWN that i wouldve never gotten so close to Rachel. I wouldve never become BEST FRIENDS with her. She thinks i have no right to know this?! I'm his girlfriend and she's my best friend!! What the hell. This is such bull shit. I can't stand liars...i cant. I dont even want anything to do with them anymore. Austin hurt me so bad. He claimed he had no feelings for her. None at all. That she wasnt for him. If she wasnt for him why the hell did he go and have sex with her?! I mean is he really one of those guys that only wants sex. I don't understand. Is that all he wanted with me? I'm questioning everything now. FUCK THIS.