College.

So i started going to Brookhaven College.

It's not really for me, but i guess i have to deal with it.

My classes are easy.

I'm only there so that i can enroll to my other colleges within the next two years.

I should've effing taken my scholarships:( I'm officially the dumbest person ever.

I mean it's cheaper so that's good, but i feel like i shouldnt be there...:(

Oh well :/

Oh my goddess:(

sooooooooo Chris and i broke up. It just wasnt meant to be. He's way too young. Like seriously. idk. I started kinda talking to Clint again. I don't know why i always put myself through this. He's just gonna hurt me again. I wish i could get over him. :( It's like he always finds the perfect moment to come back into my life when i have no one. grrr. it's weird. Anyways i skyped this guy named Austin Kidd tonight. He was worried about someone coming up to see him and they never showed up. He's actually really cute. But he's really shy. It's weird because i was sorta fb stalking him for a while. I mean come on, hot army man? single? DIBS. haha. He was nice though. Never really met anyone quite like him. Which is good. I'll probably never meet him because he's in Seattle. And he's way older than me..ok two years...but still. He would never have any interest in an 18 year old. I wish i knew him at Berkner. He seems really cool. Hopefully ill see him around :) I took funny pictures of him :) He's kind of a cutie:)

Future boyfriend maybe? hahaha nahhhhh. lol :)

My 18th Birthday:)

Hung out with the boyfriend:) He brought me flowers...sorta made my day:) I got tons and tons of bday wishes on facebook, made me feel loved too:) Went to eat with my family. Heard nothing from Michelle and Sarah. Which kinda bothered me:( I mean i'm still mad at them but if it was their birthday i would still say something...not that i expected anything. But it almost made me feel bad. My mom even made me feel horrible. She sent me a text that said "Happy Birthday and yeah".......really mom....thanks. Overall my birthday was good...ish..kinda. eh Oh oh oh and we took crazy webcam pictures:)