well.

well, basically my life has been shot to hell in the past week and a half.
lost a friend.
figures.
lose em every day i guess.
i dont really appreciate the fact your puttin my shit on blogger.
not gonna get mad.
just sayin it none of ANYONES business.
The only reason we havent been as close is because you have your group of friends and i have mine.
basically our only mutual friend is denise and sometimes nick.
yeah we both make horrible choices.
we're still alike i know.
you leave me a stupid ass message, lecturing me about losing my best friend when we've been through soooo much worse.
bull shit.
uncalled for.
none of your business.
sorry im not perfect like you.
i tell lies sure.
who doesnt???
remember we're the same person???
hmmmm wonder why.
before you get on me and my problems, figure out your own.
like maybe who you REALLY love?
have you really loved all your boyfriends?
seems like it.
give it up.
they were in your life, obviously not in love with you so give someone else a damn chance.
you tried to come between two best friends, didnt really work out.
we're still best friends, whether you hate one of us or both of us.
suck on that.
sorry i guess i just became a bit bitter.
it hurts you think i would lie about me goin in the hospital.
one i didnt tell you.
and two, wasnt gonna.
to be honest i could care less whether or not you believe anything i say.
its life, people suck big flippin deal.
you need to figure out whats important to you.
take it from someone whos been there.
don't make someone your everything when they only make you an option.
to be honest i dont like your bf, just like you didnt like mine.
there is a reason i didnt get involved with that.
but ill let you make your mistakes and let you get on with your life.
no sense in having a friend that only causes you drama.
yup.
call me when you figure out what you want PEYTON.